Lord, lift their eyes so that they may catch a glimpse of eternity, and be comforted by the promise of heaven. He was happy we spent Thanksgiving together. The stuff he has around is less important than how well you get along, how you feel about him, and your relationship with his kids and his with yours, if you have children. We were married 44 years. I hope this is helpful.
While he was still not able to work, I went back to running my business. I had a conversation with her and told her I would be a friend to her if she ever needed anyone to talk to. I miss my husband very much but I have hope that one day they will all finish school and my struggling will be better. How is your relationship with the children? Has anyone else going through grief recovery from suicide found this to be helpful? Why do we, as widows, have to pay this awful price. Because my ancestors had to do, whether they wanted to or not too…I know I have drawn some of my strength from my ancestry…. Father, I will let my tears fall on you, for I know you catch every one and will never let me go. A trail of tears for surgeries, infections, wounds that cast a long shadow.
It has been the darkest six weeks of my life i feel it is easier to give up then to go on. I have made an effort to move forward one step at a time and stay busy. I know Lord that You are the God of comfort and that You have been with me every step of the way and ask You to draw ever closer to me at this time for I feel that my whole world has been shattered. All his money has been left to his 4 sons. We were both retired and spent all our time together and had a wonderful 10 years. I am very much alone.
So we smile through our tears knowing that father and daughter are completely whole and reunited in the presence of our Lord. My experience was similar: my husband had items left over from his previous relationship — and they bugged the heck out of me! When I have the, what I call, tsunami effect and it hits whenever it wants and after it passes, I try to remind myself of the fact that we had 11 beautiful years together and take comfort that my life is so very different because of it and I try to make him proud. Cover them with your great wings of love, give their weary hearts rest and their minds sound sleep. My spirit is crushed, but You are my rescuer. And trust that you can lead me through, each dark and lonely night 'Till heaven calls me home to love divine. Be to her - comfort. Thank You, Lord, for being my strength and my shield.
Please remember you are not alone. Fill them with Your joy, peace, and hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. We had been through his bacterial pneumonia and back surgeries twelve years ago. I have had such a bad day and were wishing I could join him and ask why he went without me. She was a very strong part of his history and therefore what he would discuss in holding up his end of a conversation. My heart breaks for him, but I can only imagine how difficult this time is for him.
It was my 2nd marriage I lost my first husband after 39 yearsof marriage. We got passports recently as we planned on going to Israel on 50th. Amen Loving Father, I am finding it so hard to even get up out of bed to start the day, knowing that I have to face it alone and without the one I love so dearly — I know that without Your grace and sufficiency I could never get through the day — but I thank You that You have promised to be with me and to provide me with Your strength for the day as well as bright hope for tomorrow. This first year has involved making tons of changes and trying to fill the gap that my dad has left. This saying is usually taken so lightly. To 5… At 6:15 I got the call no one ever wants to get… My world stopped… I watched him fight for 3 days… After watchn one after another on his chest try to save him paddles , needles , ———————.
Chatting on line seems to help and chatting about hobbies seems to get my mind off it, however temporary. May these prayers become yours. Related post: Have you ever been through a season of grief, or been close to someone who has? I was waiting for him to come back to our condo for lunch when the call came from the coroner. I just returned to work this week on june 11. One evening he was sick a few times and bringing up blood so he was taken to hospital in an ambulance at midnight.
So we smile through our tears knowing that father and daughter are completely whole and reunited in the presence of our Lord. A musician, he entertained at community events that included wedding receptions and charitable functions. In my life time, Mark was my deepest love and dearest friend. I was shaking, worried but not prepared. I received a call on my way home from the sheriffs office asking me to please come home.
I try to concentrate on one day at a time, to do the things I need to do. You will rescue me from this dark cloud of despair because You delight in me. Family meant alot to him. I thank the God almighty for finding this platform and write or share to people who truly understand how I feel right now. Inside it made me feel so sad that he would buy me something that reminded him of his wife. My husband was never sick, never been in a hospital for anything.