If I wanted to jump out of a plane or climb a mountain or write a book or jump off a bridge that was my perrogative. I was me and me wasn't what they were seeing. It is okay that you don't have an answer. It might just be a rough or boring patch. I've never really shaken the feeling that I wish I could give every patient the same care I would if I had 2 or 3 patients, but reality is we can't be everywhere, do everything and spend the time we'd like to with each patient. Why someone young would want to quit life when you have all the time in the world to do whatever you want awaits is beyond my understanding. Someone said: Life is wasted on the young.
We don't need approval and if we don't seek it we sure as hell won't get it. Control - I would like to hear more details about non-clinical practice if you wouldn't mind sharing. It's like i'm torturing myself and i'd rather but an end to it before i hurt anybody else. So I went in this un-trying zone-checked out and didn't care anymore. I hope you will Jared. Feel free to pm me if you don't want to answer publicly.
I dont know if its nursing, me, or I just cant hack it. She had the most beautiful smile, and now she can't even get the right side of her lips to engaged to try and smile. I think I hated life-my life anyway. How long have you been practicing? It's over for me but there are opportunities away from the hospital, I know because I have worked in several positions away. This state comes because we are forever running after one or the other goal of our lives which keeps us on our toes. So instead of cleaning a room, make your bed and take all the time in the world making it.
I'm fed up because i know eventually i'm going to push everybody away and i won't have anything and there's nothing i can do about it. Doing Dishes Gives You Time For Catharsis When you have no heart for your routine, go out of the way and do dishes yourself as it gives you a chance to judge yourself and your mistakes in life. I am in a residency program and have been on my own for a month now. I can't stand being around my friends, family, and i dropped out of university three weeks in because i can't bring myself to try. Consider having a conversation with your boss about , perhaps taking on more interesting work, or shifting to another department. What's the point in living if you can't enjoy it? I don't want to try another round of meds.
When I was much younger I pretty much hated life and I couldn't say why, really. Hey, I feeling the same. Until your two weeks notice are in, this is still your job and you still have to do it. Sometimes we get fed up with mundane life, you know? I have been telling him I love this new job, everythings going great, and actually it is, except that I am a nervous wreck inside, and I am counting the hours til lunch, break, and quitting time. Put this on 15 songs in 144 mins. The last couple years i've been dealing with what i'm told is depression.
It is horrible, awful, and unfair. Some of our worlds greatest intellectuals started out feeling alot like you. Lots of nurses get that feeling that they don't want to do this anymore, but there are so many options. I don't want to actually be alone, especially when i feel like i am all the time. Would be good to talk to someone like you who is also going through this. Stay on top of your inbox for a week, and take yourself out to dinner! Figure out which is more important to you—money, or time.
Consume More Water And Liquids Staying properly hydrated is a solution to countless illnesses, conditions and states. I say competent because I am sure you could get hired in another position but you need developed assessment skills. If he isn't willing to see it that way, well. A movie night at home instead of concert tickets. Each day when my brother talks to me who went through it he makes me feel better but hours after talking I spiral back down.
. Your daughter is so blessed to have a mama like you!! However, you need to finish up your residency and get at least a year of bedside before you will be a competent nurse for another job. I made an appointment to see a psycologist this wednesday, and have an interview monday morning. But I sure as heck didn't 'do' the things I wanted to do after I got married. What a mistake in the beginning at least. You came on this forum and reached out to strangers because regardless of whether you see it as looking for help or not, there's a part of you that wants to be seen for this pain you are in.
Maybe sit down and have a heart to heart with him and explain to him how you're feeling. But I would also tell you to go ahead and put out your resume on zip recruiter. Use of the forums is subject to our and and steps will be taken to remove posts identified as being in breach of those terms. Counseling for the hubby may need to be part of the plan. But I truely believe I shouldnt be in such a profession as nursing if my heart isnt in it.
Well, remember that part about better or worse? Finally 3 years ago, I could no longer take working at the bedside even 40 hours a month. After a fight with my parents i went and got a job working for Walmart doing overnight stocking, which i do right now to this day. I just know I cant go on like this. Is this all there is to life? Stat orders first, visualizing all of your patients every 2-3 hours so you know they aren't in trouble or in unbearable pain. I just do not want to be a nurse anymore. I just know I cant go on like this.