I'm sorry that I'm not the one you wanted that I made your life fucked up its not telling you how I feel that scares me. Now that you have left me, I have to endure the pain. Maybe its because I'm too hurt to cry, or maybe I'm just to mad at you. I gave you my life and you killed me day by day. I have just realized one thing, food was not delicious, jokes were not hilarious but you just made everything fall into place. Before you my life had never really begun. Choose the most relevant poetry which describes your life and relationship with him.
He's just not worth crying over. I'm mad at myself for crying, I don't even remember the reason but the tears keep flowing and they just wont stop I'm supposed to be strong but everything's so wrong. At this moment my husband has chosen to be with the mistress. I want to cry, I really do, but I guess I just don't want to give you the satisfaction of knowing that you hurt me once again. Sometimes the memories are worth the pain.
To You Whom I Hurt You think I'm mean. I am torn once more, thought you were the one. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes?. You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself everything is. Hold me when I cry, sleep with me on my drenched pillow, just for one night. But the most heartfelt things are those that were only between you and him.
You have hurt me the most, so why is it your name I call? What fell was relaxed, Owl-downy, soft feminine feathers; but what Soared: the fierce rush: the night-herons by the flooded river cried fear at its rising Before it was quite unsheathed from reality. Being without this forever I can not bare! I was too happy to be in touch with reality. You're the reason I live and the reason I die, you're the reason I smile yet break down and cry, you're the reason I keep going and the reason I fall, cause without you in my life I'm nothing at all. You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection.
Butterfly, where did you come from and why? I'm not afraid of love, I'm afraid of not being loved back. You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself. But this is too important to let them have their way. So here we go: Hey My Boyfriend, Come Closer to Me! Just be strong and don't lose hope. Its what you'll say back that does. It's not my fault I do like you. One day you'll look back and think.
Sometime you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye. Following me has been the truth, It was hurting like a tooth. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. I don't think you can promise me that.
And even though you lied, and even though you pretended to care I can't seem to get you out of my mind and even though it seems like I should be over you, with every tear that falls, it reminds me of how much I am still in love with you. He's lost the one girl who thought nothing was wrong with him. It hurts to realize that them people you thought you'd love for life don't love you as much as you thought they did and can do without you as if they never knew you at all. I try to find him on Facebook. I don't know which is worse, being the one with the broken heart or being the person that breaks the hearts. Maybe I was naïve, but who would blame me for that? She's sick of feeling like something's missing.
There would be a beginning and an end. He was my first loved, and I started to have high blood pressure in September 2013. The people around me who know exactly what to say. At first, I cried because I didn't have you why do I still cry now that I do? He is my brothers friends he live in the house next to mine. I cut to prove to you that you are not the only one that can hurt me.
Maybe tomorrow, when I've recovered, I said, but both of us knew I lied. That's your main concern after shattering my whole world? And you still look at me the same way. You only love him because you fear that he just might be the only one that will ever love you. I can't say that I'm completely happy for you but I guess that's just a part of life, I'll always have feelings for you but the rest of the world is forcing me to move on. It all comes and blows back up in your face, making you remember, that nothing ever works out for you.